Scrim warped lives of blameless children

Ooh Four seasons away and change Y-Y-Y-Y– Things will never be feel the same again Y-Y-Y-Y– We lost our way again, baby (Y-Y-Y-Y–) You did good, $lick It's a Smash Let's go Feel like there's so much to see before I go Scared to let go of her hand every time I hit the road And that's some shit she'll never know Waking up, stressing every minute I waste Script running low, counting every pill that I take Back on the road, it's another birthday I won't make Got plenty off days, but never ones that I do take 'Cause I'm too scared if I stop I gotta deal with my problems I been running for so damn long that I became the monster Running out of ideas of how to help my father Is there was a way to heal my fam, fuck it, I'd die tomorrow Can't help but to think of a beautiful daughter whenever I look at sage My mama she cry when she see my eyes, she know that she's looking at pain Another tattoo on my face, I'm trying to hide everything that I hate But wherever I go, yea there I am, this shit I could never escape And I just wanna feel okay I just wanna feel okay I just wanna feel okay Maybe it's all inside of my head Maybe it'll make more sense when I'm dead It's the little things I never said I been way too fucked up and that I won't deny Done heard it all my life so what's one more goodbye Never could be sure of much but I could be sure that high Would make me feel alright, alright But them days gone of them drugs holding me together Feeling like I wanna die but at least I'm looking better Bunch of dead bodies paved on my path to peace Now the pastor telling me That it's, real hard for a rich man to get to heaven Went from leaning on my cup to leaning on my weapon And this could end at any second Probably didn't say it enough but know I love you all Staring at my dads number like I don't know how to call Just hope he knows it ain't his fault I just wanna feel okay I just wanna feel okay I just wanna feel okay