Scrim physician, heal thyself!

I wonder Where you sleep (You did good, $lick) (It's a Smash!) So high I don't feel nothing Smoking my whole life away, my lungs barely pumping Aches throughout my body, I can barely keep it running So much weighing on my mind, can barely lift my head up Too scared if I fall this time, I won't be able to get up I been dying to feel good, living with this pain Chemicals in my veins, just enough to keep me sane What's there left for me to gain? Tell me when it all changed? nothing is the same Conflicted by the stranger taking up my mirror Heart of an angel, body of a sinner They say more money, more problems, no wonder I'm sicker Safety off the trigger Like, should I end it? So many nights was tempted, scarred with blisters on my hand Ain't no point in talking about it, you wouldn't understand Went from living it day by day to living it gram by gram Loved ones looking me in the face, don't recognize who I am Popping on pills, with this kinda pain, you think I care what's in it? It's like im into the paranormal the way i ghost these bitches They all leave me broke thinking that they gone do some fixing All the roads that lead to me surrounded by burning bridges Real good at bad decisions Flexing in bad conditions Popping on percs even when I see blurred, they still ain't got half my vision Pulling up staff, I'm dripping Don't ever ask what I'm sipping Can't trust no hoe, did that before, and all of my cash went missing Take me anywhere, just don't take me home This house became a place where I don't belong Don't know if this the top, but I'm all alone Hope I'm dead by dawn So high I don't feel nothing Smoking my whole life away, my lungs barely pumping Aches throughout my body, I can barely keep it running So much weighing on my mind, can barely lift my head up Too scared if I fall this time, I won't be able to get up I been dying to feel good, living with this pain Chemicals in my veins, just enough to keep me sane What's there left for me to gain? Tell me when it all changed? nothing is the same Conflicted by the stranger taking up my mirror Heart of an angel, body of a sinner They say more money, more problems, no wonder I'm sicker Safety off the trigger Like, should I end it? Hi, this is *beep* from I'm just, talk about your two Lamborghini Urus