Scrim methamphetamine blues

Nothing here to care about (Y-Y-Y-Y–) Ooh, ooh What’s that sound? (It's a smash) (Y-Y-Y-You did good, $lick) Don't be asking me how I been, if you don't really care I been looking back, and you weren't really there Looking in the rearview, haunted by your stare And now I'm throwing pills back until I feel you here And they keep telling me to move on But I don't really know where to go I'm out somewhere in the unknown But it don't feel as good as what I know I'm going round and round and round Can't let you go, but I can let you down All I have left is the ghost of you Pills in my hand I'm supposed to do In another world I'm coming home to you Yea Telling me turn the page, I can barely turn the wheel I been going insane since I looked behind the veal If it don't come with shame, then how I know it's real? Heard you find god in pain, but I can barely feel Steady believing a lie that this time it'll be different Promise I'll make some time but always show up missing Beyond recognition Yea headed for a grave They say help is just a day away Well I'm going round and round and round Let's get go high before you go away Maybe these drugs will hold us down I can feel my eyes dilating Promise me if I don't awaken You'll be holding me while I'm decaying Cause I can't take no more of the I can't take no more Don't be asking me how I been, if you don't really care I been looking back, and you weren't really there Looking in the rearview, haunted by your stare And now I'm throwing pills back until I feel you here And they keep telling me to move on But I don't really know where to go I'm out somewhere in the unknown But it don't feel as good as what I know I'm going round and round and round Can't let you go, but I can let you down