RESTRICTED MODE The Pain I Choose

I been walking through the silence in my head Every word we never said still hits instead You don't touch me but I feel you on my skin Like a shadow pulling deeper from within I was steady on my own before you came Now the quiet doesn't quiet me the same Every second that you're slipping out of reach Feels like something breaking under every breath I breathe I don't know how to hold the line When your absence rewrites my mind Every time that I say I'm fine It's a lie I repeat inside Ah, you pull me under slow Uh, I never let it go Oh-oh-oh, losing all control Ah, even when I know Uh, you're the wound I chose Oh-oh-oh, still I let it grow There's a fire in the way you say my name Like a blessing and a curse that feels the same I could leave but I keep turning back again Like addiction dressed as something innocent You don't save me, you don't set me free But you're the only place I wanna be And I hate that I can't break away When I know you're just a storm I shouldn't stay Every warning that I ignore Leaves me wanting a little more And I know what I'm fighting for But I'm losing the war Ah, you pull me under slow Uh, I never let it go Oh-oh-oh, losing all control Ah, even when I know Uh, you're the wound I chose Oh-oh-oh, still I let it grow Maybe I'm not built to stand alone Maybe I just need somewhere to fall I'm no hero, I'm no saint at all Just a man inside these fragile walls Ah, take me as I am Uh, not more than a man Oh-oh-oh, barely holding on Ah, I don't understand Uh, but I feel your hand Oh-oh-oh, even when it's gone