Lucy Dacus Limerence

Natalie's explaining limerence between taking hits from a blunt, high as a kite While Rodney's playing GTA, I swear, why is he so good at this game? It should be cause for concern I'm just shoveling popcorn into my mouth So I don't say the things that I'm thinking out loud I'm thinking about breaking your heart someday soon And if I do, I'll be breaking mine too If I stay busy, maybe I'll forget how I feel and go on living life as I planned it So bring on the parties, I wanna go dancing My arm 'round the waist of a friendly acquaintance Toeing the line of betraying your trust Why do I feel alive when I'm behaving my worst? Is there a differеnce between lying to you If it feels just as bad as telling thе truth? I know that there is And I know what I'll pick I want what we have A beautiful life But the stillness The stillness might eat me alive