Charli xcx Camera

It makes me wanna throw my life away All the music, all the people Not a single kiss goodbye Your French exit, chase the stars Yeah, the ones in your eyes But let's be honest, I'm talkin' 'bout the ones on the pavement 'Cause that look, it's a bullet It makes me question what I'm doin' Do I wanna make music? Am I being fuckin' stupid If I try to be a girl on the screen when I'm turnin' thirty-four? But all I know is how it makes me feel And it makes me feel how it makes me feel Yeah, it makes you feel how it makes me feel Yeah, it makes me feel how it makes me feel When the camera's on It makes me wanna throw my life away 'Cause I feel different on the mark Somethin' new and undiscovered And somethin' kind of violent Darin' to fail and being ugly I'm inspired and alive (Yeah, I'm ready) 'Cause all I know is how it makes me feel And it makes me feel how it makes me feel Yeah, it makes you feel how it makes me feel Yeah, it makes me feel how it makes me feel When the camera's on Yeah, it makes me feel how it makes me feel Yeah, it makes me feel how it makes me feel Yeah, it makes me feel how it makes me feel When the camera's on I can be anything that I wanna be And I can feel the things I don't normally feel Yeah, I can finally be totally honest It's like I'm looking down the barrel of a gun (Fucking shoot me) I don't feel embarrassed even if I suck I'm always cravin' an experience that feels dangerous And maybe this is it, maybe it's what I need 'Cause it's the only way to feel like I'm not actually me